I think, I am, I be fine. ~Jenn

I think, I am, I be fine. ~Jenn

Most mornings, I go outside with my journal; sometimes with a cup of coffee or tea, sometimes alone in my bliss. There is a vortex or void in the pre dawn morn. A space of true and peaceful bliss. This is when I am one with all. Sitting on the edge of the deck, close to my willow tree whispering to sweet mysteries of life and love, I find my center and my bliss. So I write as the words flow through me. That silence in the stillness before the sun peeks over the distant mountains, I am God in all the beauty and grace. Words can’t describe it, nothing can really. It is a beam of loving light that pierces through, in and around me, embracing me with a gentle tenderness.

At times, when I am writing that feeling comes to visit and the words feel not of my own. It is a breathless breath of the fresh air and sweetest of moments. Heart opens wide and the silence embraces me completely. These are the moments of silence secrets dwell. When I pull out of the human flesh and become the true sense of what we are all… just energy. That breath or spark of light. That moment made of a smile that brighten up the darkness of times; The laughter between strangers and instant friends; if only for that short moment, like passing carts in a grocery store. The settle perceptions of depth unknown, yet takes the human dimension to the place of understanding and unity. Supporting through the presence of touching the other’s essence, knowing when the other needs a reminder to breathe. So wrapped in the human perspective and the joyous angst, that a simple hello can make one jump.

I have so much to do, yet here I be. Centered in the moment of now. Consciously reminding myself to breathe. Ah, the divine be so much. Love. I close my eyes and feel my heart sing, humming the internal wise note of harmony.

Collapsing walls of time bring all into one, as I have seen, felt and relived the past situation in this one or does that make it into this one now or is all time truly just this moment and the reflections of the past are really the reflection of the internal dream within the dream projected into the here and now dimension. I digest no more.

With eyes closed, It is hard to know myself. Lines blurred. So I simply remain present in this moment and remind myself again to breathe. 

I think, I am, I be fine

I think, I am, I be fine. Jenn

Most mornings, I go outside with my journal; sometimes with a cup of coffee or tea, sometimes alone in my bliss. There is a vortex or void in the pre dawn morn. A space of true and peaceful bliss. This is when I am one with all. Sitting on the edge of the deck, close to my willow tree whispering to sweet mysteries of life and love, I find my center and my bliss. So I write as the words flow through me. That silence in the stillness before the sun peeks over the distant mountains, I am God in all the beauty and grace. Words can’t describe it, nothing can really. It is a beam of loving light that pierces through, in and around me, embracing me with a gentle tenderness.

At times, when I am writing that feeling comes to visit and the words feel not of my own. It is a breathless breath of the fresh air and sweetest of moments. Heart opens wide and the silence embraces me completely. These are the moments of silence secrets dwell. When I pull out of the humane flesh and become the true sense of what we are all… just energy. That breath or spark of light. That moment made of a smile that brighten up the darkness of times; The laughter between strangers and instant friends; if only for that short moment, like passing carts in a grocery store. The settle perceptions of depth unknown, yet takes the human dimension to the place of understanding and unity. Supporting through the presence of touching the other’s essence, knowing when the other needs a reminder to breathe. So wrapped in the human perspective and the joyous angst, that a simple hello can make one jump.

I have so much to do, yet here I be. Centered in the moment of now. Consciously reminding myself to breathe. Ah, the divine be so much. Love. I close my eyes and feel my heart sing, humming the internal wise note of harmony.

Collapsing walls of time bring all into one, as I have seen, felt and relived the past situation in this one or does that make it into this one now or is all time truly just this moment and the reflections of the past are really the reflection of the internal dream within the dream projected into the here and now dimension. I digest no more.

With eyes closed, It is hard to know myself. Lines blurred. So I simply remain present in this moment and remind myself again to breathe. 

Processing Your Integrity with Grace and Style 101

Karma can be a bitch these days as the realization of truth about yourself and the lovely games we play with ourselves and others come to light so fast and easy.  The energy out is exactly what you will get back and the only one you can and often to claim as the one doing this is…YOU.

Damn… what? No more blame someone else for what is irritating you? No more letting someone else be the “wrong” one or the one out of integrity? If you are attracting this energy… like attract like.

Universal laws are coming in your head every moment and now there is more awareness of just that. I write this from the realizations of the wondering how did I (sweet, hard working, lovable ME) get into this situation? One word comes to mind with a blaze of TRUTH… Denial.

Denial is a strong word and with knowing its magic and transform your words by admitting the denial game you have played with yourself and only with yourself. So have you been playing the denial game in some form with yourself?

Remember, you are the writer of your life’s script. Yet to keep the excitement alive… all the players in your life or all the people you have around you… know the script better than you. They know their parts well and unless you are really aware and conscious of the part you play in your own creation… Denial of some of the facts will be slapping you in the face with a strong”ouch” and wait a minute… who changed the script? Uh huh… only you can change the script. So take that responsibility of your life with all the parts of it and REWRITE the script so you know it better or at least like it better.  You are now the co-creator of your life more than ever. Your thoughts hold the power to improve your life or send it down the toilet. The choice is yours.

I am blessing with some really funny, good hearted guides that have made sure I laugh at myself…often.  They let me know how, when and what my thoughts were at the time I created this situation or that one. A single sentence with any sense of strength or conviction in it brings it around faster than a dog when they hear the word “Treat!” It is like dogs have this sense of what we are thinking before we do and act on it, which is another aspect being accented these days.  I have noticed that I am attracting people with increasing empathy and telepathic abilities. That or I am thinking it so strong; they are getting my thoughts about them or the situation. It is very cool, though it does keep me aware of what I am thinking. I make sure the ending thought is “I love him, them, and her.”  It shows appreciation for the person or situation.

Now processing your integrity. I say processing simply from the standpoint that when you are in integrity or keeping your word to yourself and others, you attract right things with right actions.

The part that I have become evermore aware of in understanding the energies that I am attracting. I am becoming able to understand the reasons for the interaction with people much faster these days. And overall, I do appreciate that fact that I have been out of integrity with myself and friends. It is okay that I have let some friends go for this reason or that one. The consequences for these choices come apparent quite fast for me. I simply deal with it the best I can or am I being totally honest with myself about it?  That denial deal… looking a little deeper at why I made a choice… or more like where. From the heart or was it more from the mind/fear/denial/etc?    When I am standing up for myself and being true to myself, my thoughts… I get a positive sign that I am on the right track. If not, I get other signs and insights about it.

That is what June is for… the realigning of the core of my Being and find the solid foundation for your integrity. I understand the Life Review process… though I am getting tired of the processing and going even more deeper into the beliefs system I am holding on to. The processing is to understand all and I do mean the perspectives within the process of the “lesson.” 

So when you make a decision, do you have second thoughts on that decision or do you stand firmly behind that action? Second guessing for the most part, if you made the decision from the heart won’t happen. Second guessing or doubts creep in when you made the decision due to a fear or mind action perspective and not for the highest good of all. You wonder… well, did I do that right way or should I have done this instead? If from the heart’s perspective, you will take the action steps and let go of it, knowing it is all good and fine. Next?

So check in with your integrity or your inner voice and truly listen to the whisperings of your heart. This is the time to hear the silence that lives within and follow the dance with grace and style.

Soul's Dreams Awaken with Emerging Energies

Wow… the energies have gone into overdrive in a few ways to clear ourselves out of our way and make room for the new and improved YOU: Your new creation.  So how are you handling it all now?

Have you noticed yourself being more energetic or more empathic or more lethargic or more focus or tired/fatigued… or all of the above?

The yo-yo energies are pulling up where we need to be… detached awareness, yet we are more and more the co-creator of what is going on. Yes, you have a say.  Don’t think for one moment to say. Okay, what do you want me to do now? My guidance laughs…and repeats the question back at me. So best to ask…what is the next step for this to occur or what is the best step to take for that? Then you will get more of a direction from within. You have all the answers (always have) within you at all times. It is a matter of trusting yourself more now that you really do have the answers…and there are right for you…and the highest good for all.

So writing out your heart’s desires is a great thing to do… not how it will happen. Just that you wish to have what experiences in your life at this time. It may be anything and allowing yourself to be guided in that direction so you can. You may have many different options for it to have it happen, so be totally open to the possibilities that may unfold before you. And that is one of the key that I am finding for me…it is all unfolding.

Some of the time may seems like slow motion. You can sense the shifting perspective if you take a few moments of sitting still and reflecting on the past day or week…even month.

These times it is important to be very aware of your thoughts with your emotions on that thought…. And in a moment of negativity, remember that this is all temporary. So this is a temporary situation/attitude/feeling/moment/issue… Change your thought to a more positive outcome. Visualize is important these days.

From what I am getting from others and my guidance is that May and June will be a bit bumpy and the rest will slow improve.

So for the time being…the best thing to do for yourself is stay grounded or ground yourself by exercising, drinking lots of water, walking, do something you have a passion for, by creative in some form of expression: painting, writing, photography, acting, dance, etc.

At times when you are feeling emotional, overwhelmed… understand that there may be an issue coming up for yourself that is now healing or needs some healing. If so, talk to the emotions or feeling and ask what it is about…even if it is a part of your body hurting, there is something up. Listen and see what pops in your mind when focusing on the next step. Most important is to feel your emotions without attaching and turning the feeling into a positive… for example: Anxiety can be excitement.

Focus on what make you smile and keep the smiling. It opens your heart and mind to happy possibilities. Now time is of change and creation... Let your mind be free to wander in the imagination of your soul.

Dwell In Gratitude

I dwell deeply into this place of gratitude and wonderment of the beauty lingering within me now. The sweetness of Spirit and Soul dancing before me and within me. Oh what a graceful prance of love, beauty and acceptance. My mind clear with the understanding of my creation. All my thoughts combined to bring me these truths. I can only look at the brilliance and now decide the next experience and manifestation I create with such ease as God stands before me, with love, truth and faith. Reminding me of the dream of thirteen and the power of this vision I have now lived. So blessed am I to understand and see it all, yet know that I still learn through the observation of the beauty and brilliance of humanity.

Clouds gathered and the winds blow as I now sat still and read from the Interior Castle by Saint Therese of Avila.  Such passion and devotion in her words, with truth reigning in the love she knows of the Beloved. I asked this morning for more understanding of direction and guided to read.

Write, Child… It is time for you to write and publish your words. Your wisdoms hold magic and it is time to release such powers out to the world. Healing is present and being made through those words of your experiences.

My heart lingers still in that dance… in watching the swaying and movement. The music moves my soul to planes of sweetness and passion that aren’t easily explained, yet I am to do so. My heart opens with a joy, peace and bliss. I smile. It stops me with this feeling of total devotion of Spirit’s dreams and wishes for my travel.

Illusions are gone now, yet I know what is to be. I hear the secrets whispers in the night of the Angels and the wise elders who bless me with their guidance. It is their words I write.  I sit in awe as the sun breaks through the clouds to reveal more light and more of the dance. More of the joy and love is swaying within me. Movement of the day, of this moment as my dog enters asking for some of my time. She looks out the window and sighs. This day calls her out and me as well. I end this with the sight of a rabbit…a energy of knowing the right move to made at the right time. It is time for me to move forward in my life. The center of my heart guides me. My gratitude continues. Bless you.